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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
i seriously dont like to be around her. oh god. that pink math worksheet. who knows how to do?? HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO KNOW HOW TO DO? OR AM I JUST TOO STUPID :( i realised yesterday in the car that i had long forgotten about my energy's third album. for a few years alr? 2 i think. nolstalgic. didnt get to go bai tai sui in the end cos had too much homework. but had the dinner tog with my bro and sis in law. was super disoriented cos im sitting between my sis in law and my mum and they're not talking to each other. and, they both keep talking to me. thanks WEILING for saving me haha! :D im adding more facts to my crappy lame facts list. most are not good. oh, who cares? no one reads except my dear sitting partner karen (: feel like typing a long long entry today. partly is because i dont want to start on my math. oohlala. huahui audition again tomms. gonna be a longgggg day. i keep thinking its monday tomms :/ theres something stuck within me i cant get out. a knot i cant untie. im frowning the whole day. why???? i know why. cos i broke the promise i made to myself. im such a moron. im as pessimistic as sec one. nvm. i will change back soon. i hope. Monday, January 30, 2006 forget the previous post. my mood is still very :/ haiis. bad environment. oh.. i havent started much of my homework. msia was okay la. not as bad as the previous years after all i only stayed for 3days and 2 nights. not much chances for me to get.. upset. well. not counting the times when u have to constantly wave your hand to keep houseflies away from the coffeeshop table or toilets, or having ur hong bao money cut into less than half because of the smaller currency. plus more physical factors la. my cousin likes to hit my on my head i wonder why he developed the habit. it sure adds to my headache, literally. " Firefly " When I said go I never meant away You ought to know the freaky games we play could you forgive and learn how to forget hear me as I'm calling out your name Firefly come back to me make the night as bright as day I'll be looking out for you tell me that your lonely too firefly come lead me on follow you into the sun that's the way it ought to be firefly come back to me You and me we shared a mistery we were so close like honey to the bee And if you tell me how to make you understand I'm minor in a major kinda way Firefly come back to me make the night as bright as day I'll be looking out for you tell me that your lonely too firefly come lead me on follow you into the sun that's the way it ought to be firefly come back to me Fly firefly through the sky come and play with my desire don't be long don't ask why I can't wait another night i rmb this from yiling's blog in sec one. it became my fav song in an instant. ohgod, they are starting it again. i feel like throwing stones at them. feel really tired. wheres the panadol? forget it. forget EVERYTHING. am i paranoid? aye no one cares anyway. hurr. im so dissatisfied with myself. irritating freak. so easily irritated/satisfied and super no perseverance. lousy new year. like i said, i'll come back a different person. owells. i have changed since before the new year anyway. or not? i dont know. and i dont want to know. ARGH. Friday, January 27, 2006 whats up with the sudden depression. i dont like this. i dont want to go back to the old me. when everything just sucks long holiday. UGH. going to msia. mood spoiler. not only get there to be discriminated, i go there to do HOMEWORK!!! :( but at least tonight is a night i dont have to rush homework. i dont like endings. even happy endings. i dont want anything to end. uhhhhh!!! frustrated. cant get my message across la. just feel... foul. vent. vent. vent. vent. vent. vent. LAME. feel like tearing out all my hair. hurr. see you people 3 days later. better wish i come back a same person. i may be driven nuts. dont be surprised if i shout at you. cny tomms. gotta bring my dear six oranges, two dragonfruits, two pears, two apples to school. heavy! ugh. and lousy seating arrangement. might as well stare at the sky tomms. cant see the stage! red badge is always so unlucky. bleh. anyway KUANYU AND CHUWEN JIAYOU!! the first day of the year i had a nap in the afternoon. got up in the evening and started to look at geog and after abt half an hour full of geog terms and words i went all giddy and nauseous. den my mum started to scold. hurrr. all the same old stuff. pigdas mum came to entertain me. haha! really my mum man. so MOTHERLY :D yeah and i really felt better. YEAH BECAUSE OF YOU, HAPPY? :) ego. haha. anyway cheer up. i like to see your happy and retarded expression :D (guang ming zheng da copy you: "you know i joking can already") and dont forget ur 9 oclock show da jie ju. alright i know you sure wont. three types of plate movements.... two types of faulting... six kinds of folding... a thousand plates. disgusting amount of info but its my favourite subject (: yet. STUCK - STACIE ORRICO I can't get out of bed today Or get you off my mind I just can't seem to find a way To leave this love behind I ain't trippin I'm just missing You know what I'm saying You know what I need You can't be hanging on a string While you make me cry I try to give you everything But you just gave me lies Every now and then When I'm all alone I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone Say you want me back But you never do I feel like such a fool There's nothing I can do.. I'm such a fool For you I can't take it What am I waiting for? I'm still breaking I miss you even more And I can't fake it The way I could be for I hate you but I love you I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2] It's true I'm stuck on you Now love's a broken record that's Been skipping in my head I keep singing yesterday Why we've got to play these games we play? im STUCK to this song; and i havent given up on my hei se liu ding and melody. oh. and i am reminiscing energy's first and second album (: i miss the times. Tuesday, January 24, 2006 not one day i am not dying because of homework. maybe its because of procrastination :x haiis. ehist graded assignment and chinese kao cha tomms. and pure geog commontest friday. and submission of chem ws thurs. SCREAMS. - hen xiang shuo; dan you jue de mei you hua hao shuo wo zhi hen wo zi ji tao bu chu zhe jian yu huo xu wo; shi ge mei you chu xi de xiao chou bu gai yi zhi zuo meng ni bu shi ge ying xiong Sunday, January 22, 2006 HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUWEN!!! ure fifteen years old.... i know ure excited to get ur ic :D haha. just want to say here... no matter what i'll alway love NO ONE, remember? there may be no chance that we go back to how close we were last yr... but goodness knows whether we will ca chu geng duo de huo hua this year? i shant give up hope... i hope you dont too. jiayou for all ur huahui stuff this year... you can do it! i believe in you. and remember.. i love NO ONE. and of course chuwen is a no one in my life. Saturday, January 21, 2006 stop. stop immediately. everything, stop please. i want a halt for the whole world so i have time to make things right. Wednesday, January 04, 2006 BLOGGER! I WANT TO KILL YOU! like i FINALLY blog again? stupid, one day tell me i dont have this cookie that cookie, another day say my settings got problem. blogger, bu yao zai wan wo le. anyway.. holidays ended and now term has started. i want more enrichment days! badly. auditions didnt really proceed smoothly. cant say why on the net(remembers what the teacher said abt putting smth onto cyberspace). threepurity ah.... im starting to like it la (: impressed by a few people. same class for two years! hoho, not bad den (: i feel like blogging alot, but wah, damn tired already. i just hope like tomms blogger wont play tricks on me again :/ |
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